Monday, October 31, 2011

Wanting something more...

Ever since my divorce, I've been trying to figure out who they hell I am & what I want to do in life...what is my purpose? As of now I don't feel like I'm here to do anything...stuck in a rut...watching everyone else living. Wondering how others get to be so lucky in life. How am I suppose to achieve any dreams I have when they all seem impossible, I'm a nobody w/o money? Don't get me wrong, I know God has blessed me since my divorce...it's just I feel like I'm too old to start over. All I want to do is something great - helps others in a positive way - I just don't think I will ever get there. I see others & how they talk about achieving their dreams but realistically, how many people actual make it? I would love to become a makeup artist, but have no idea how to get there. I'm trying to get my MK business up & running so I can fund this dream & hopefully one day help/own an animal sanctuary. Is that too much to ask for?
It's just one of those days I suppose.

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