Isn't it Ironic?

I have spent my entire life trying to do whatever everyone else wanted me to do or be whoever they wanted me to be in hopes they might accept me.
Now, we all know that doesn't work out & now I'm too old to give a shit. Well, another epiphany: one of the reasons I told myself I wasn't cut out for the fashion industry was because of the catty females & the backstabbing bullshit - it just wasn't me. Hello! I deal with that shit everyday! Just in a "man's" world - I think I would rather deal with bitchy, catty women than men who haven't dropped a nut sack & act like catty, bitchy women. At least you expect it from women - at least we are being true to our nature. Men on the other hand - grow some balls & act like a man! You are 20 years older than I am & you're still "tattling" yet, I'm a female - I don't know how to do my job. Or you're just a stupid little boy who tries to act like a man, yet runs like a coward, lies & plays stupid games.